[my name is]: Brianna
[in the morning i am]: sleepy
[love is]: Love is what you need to survive in this world
[i dream about]: Him
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: Eyes
[looks or personality?]: Personality
-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: Brian <3 ( Read more... )

Lately I have been very depressed. I know whats causing it but no matter what i wont let it go. I know if I hold on I still might have a chance. But im probally just kinding myself. I dont know what to do anymore. My head and my heart are saying to different things. My heart tells me to hold on but my head says to just forget it. I always feel so ( Read more... )

I just got a new computer. And i am not goign to break this one. Well so much for getting over Adam. He has no girlfriend now and we have been seeing alot of eachother. And I think I'm ready to go all the wya with him. But i dont know im kinda scared. I dont want to end up just being fuck buddies. Well we will have to see what happeneds. I went to ( Read more... )

OK yea long time since i updated cause i broke my computer. Im gettign over Adam cause he has a girl and he is a dink. I have been with Miss. Kali for the past month every weekend. Im at her house right now. We have been out alot. We went to Lyman's haunted forest with Jason. Kali almost killed him. Poor guy. On early release we went to the bagel ( Read more... )

Omg I woke up evry hour from 4 this morning until 10 when i finally got up.. I was worried bout Adam cause he had to work super late. I had 4 dreams about him. Hehe... He couldnt come over last night but thats ok cause i probally would have fallen asleep.. I cant believe i want him so bad.. Its weird. Not like a scary bad weird, a happy butterflies ( Read more... )

Tired.. I wanna see Adam so bad.. I hate the weekends not being able to see him.. Maybe we can hang out tomorrow. For a little while. If not we have next weekend. I mean if he still wants to. I feel bad.. I fele like im forcign him to and he is jsut goign along wit it so that he doesnt hurt my feelings... I hope thats not they case.. ADN if it is ( Read more... )

Well im glad Andrew broke up with me cause Adam makes me laugh whenever he says stuff bout him.. Well I like Adam.. Ahh he is everything... Kali and Matt want me to ask him to hang out but im to scared... I really like him though... So maybe I'll ask him. I promised Kali I would tomorrow but im so scared. Cause as Matt says im a pussy.. Well he is ( Read more... )

Well.. I really dont know what to write... I quit cheerleading wel i basically had to but i dont regret it. It was for the best. PLus i have extra time now. I plan to go to all the games and cheer on my friends. Andrew brooke up with me. Umm... It hurt at first and i cried for a long time but now i think ill be alright. I dotn want anyone ot worry ( Read more... )

Well school started and its been good cause i havent gotten lost. YAY.. OH boy I found out that Ricardo might like me. Gosh i have been on cloud nine ever since I found out. Its wonderful liking a guy that likes me too. Oh lord... Kali and Lina call him Ricky Ricardo. weird. Brittany is over my house right now. We worked on cheers earlyier and then ( Read more... )

Well its the last day of summer. That sucks so bad. Im kinda excited to get back to school cause i like seeing everyone. I have cheerleading practice today from 2-5. Im talking to Lina she just woke up. I love her so much. She is the best. Well i still havent stopped thinking bout him. And im still going to go to his game on Sunday at the ( Read more... )