Well, I really haven't had time to think it over or discuss it with anyone but it seems i'll be moving to Russia this summer. I've already picked up some books on learning Russian, Russian slang and customs. I decided that there is NOTHING for me here any longer. I have no friends left here now that Rozella is gone, my father is nothing to keep me ( Read more... )

Today is my birthday and this is the first time in 9 years I've celebrated it without Bianca. Tina, my sweet and dear friend remembered and sent me a beautiful poem ( Read more... )

Do not cry for me today ( Read more... )

R.I.P ( Read more... )

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Bianca is an angel, there's nothing more I can say that gives her any justice. She's an angel, heaven is missing her, she's gorgeous and sweet and she's all mine... *Sigh* We got home last night, she was feeling awful weary so I put her to bed... she decided to tell me her time has come and she needs to conserve her strength to stay with me as long ( Read more... )

Thanks to everyone for their prayers ( Read more... )

I'm sorry.
I'm packing up a bag, I won't be home for a little while.
Hopefully by next week.
She's not doing very good...
I have to be with her.

I'm sorry I didn't come back yesterday or this morning.
I've been at the hospital with Bianca.
She's been begging to see me.

She hasn't been feeling well.
I don't know if she will be coming home for Christmas or not.
I'll do my best to get online.

Again, I'm so sorry.

I'm trying my best to be everywhere at once.

I've spent the past few days with Rozella ( Read more... )