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[tearsofanguish]

I ate dinner with Amber tonight and I feel so sick.

But I refuse to go to the bathroom, i've got too much riding on this.

I've done enough bad things the last two days, I should be shot.

I'm a miserable pig.

but.

Bianca is supposed to come home for a trial visit on the 21st...

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[wanderingasylum]

*hugs* If I have to not put myself down, you shouldn't be allowed that luxury either. Otherwise I'll go straight to my journal and list everything that I hate about myself. It hurts me to see you talk about yourself that way, just as it hurts you to see me talk about myself in a negative way. Remember, you aren't alone in this, hun.

[tearsofanguish]

Yeah, sorry. I just wish I wasn't so stupid... I wouldn't be in the situation I am now.

[wanderingasylum]

See? There you go again. You aren't stupid, Jan. You've just reached a point where you're confused and really unsure. If you want to talk about it, please come online or send me an email or something. I promise I'll try to help in whatever way I can. You know that.