I aint wrting in this thing for a while.. until i cna get it fixed..so yea.. peace

Wow Today was so great... At first it was really gay but then i went to this party at the wave pool.. and then i came home..and i was outside in my bathing suit cuz i had just gotten back from the wave pool and i hadnt chagned yet .. so my cousin wanted to play on the slip n slide and i told her id watch her and she kept begging me to do it but i ( Read more... )

Ook...well i was coming to write about how me and brandon are friends now but he just really pissed me off so yea... i think im gonna go hang out with someone or something.. or just chill with my cousin... so yea...ttyl
alyssa

Yesterday I was on the trampoline.. and my fat ass cousin bounced me so high.. and my dumb ass tried to land on my feet... yea that bit me in the ass and i "sprained" my ankle.. so now my moms making me go to the hospital tonite becuase she thinks i tore a ligament ( Read more... )

Wow... today was pretty fucked up i guess.... people are pissing me off lately.. and he* thinks i dont love him anymore.. i dont know how or why he would think that but ok.. i do and he should know that... he said he "misses" me and "us" but i dont know about that.. if he knew he was gonna miss it then why did he break up with me... it not like i ( Read more... )

Im so happy now... i like someone and they like me to..hopefully well start talkin and then start hanging out.. I dont know but i hope this helps .. i think it will. i hope so .... I dont want brandon mad at me or anything but he said he didnt care if i was with anyone else.. he said hed rather me be so ok... im happy now...

me and orbert hung out yesterday... like it seemed really wrong to be hanging out with him and stuff but, it really wasnt and rachel helped me relize that(thanks rachel) and then today i had a total change of mind... like the whole day i was kinda "down" b/c of brandon but then after school i talked to steven and then robert drove me home and i ( Read more... )

today was good me and brandon talked and everythings ok now... things are great and i feel good and everything lol... but i think our talk helped us alot today...(thanks babi)umm.. there nothing else really to write about nothing else happened that eveyone needs to know about.. me and brandon are cool and everything so yea... i dont know ... i ( Read more... )

I thought i meant so much more to him then that but i must of been wrong.. i hoped that this day would never come nad it did... i knew i was a bad g/f and i knew i should of changed and i didnt... its my fault... i dont deserve him.. he deseves better... i deserve nothing... i never thought this would hurt so much... i can feel my heartbreaking ( Read more... )

well.. me allison and brandon all hung out at allisons today.. its was great (thank you so much babi boi, you know what for) fuckin allison throw some hard ass thing at my knees and now i got a huge bruise lol

"YOu cna trun ted ,blue, and purple but i dont think u can turn yellow" lol
Well im sore and tried as hell so yea... peace