so today well not today like three days ago nathan broke up with me adn it hurt alot, i seen his eyes get red liek he wanted to cry.... but ya, everyone talks to me and is like, he still loves u there is no way that he doesnt and then theyt are liek he still wants to be with u i can tell, and tey are like he looks at u liek he wants you ( Read more... )

HOW coudl u have done that i knwo tis fuckgin harmelss but if i fucking did that you would have been super irritated, HOW why do u think it didnt bother me???? I AM FUCKING AGGRIVATED BEYOND BELIEF, i need drugs any body got any for me??????

So when was it set in stone that my life has to suck balls... liek not even in a good way.... im so sick of this crapola..... gettign kicked out of my house for what excuse oh ya PHONEBOOKS... i dont know what to do.. im so tired and sick of this crapola... and my only POSSIBILTy is nathans but im to chicken shit to ask.. and its all so ( Read more... )

why does he talk to her why it ppisses me off so much and i cant stand it.. she trys to piss me off by doing that, she is A FUCKING WHOERE.. i cant ever get a break im gong through so much and now shes gunna try to put the moves on my bf again, she has a bf, WTF!!!!!!!!!!! GAH useing her computer as an excuse to get ( Read more... )

So the past few days have been horendious and well has taken a huge toll on my mind .. i have been completely worn out because of the meds they put me on, and well just mentally burnt from what happend.... i must say though that the few who care have made me feel alittle better.... daryl made me laugh all night with his ( Read more... )

So im really tired worn out and frustrated.. im not sure if im appreciated at all if im noticed or even cared about.... i feel pushed aside cast away and just around when something is needed to be done ( Read more... )

So i was offerd a job at direct tv and im definitly hoping on that boat... Saddly i am leaving uhaul.. imena its not that sad, but don was very kind to me... i feel bad that he has to go through the search for another employee and have ot train them alllll over again... butits an advancing in my life and many a time i have held ( Read more... )

So im not sure if i shoudl be mad or what... i dunno if i have a right to say or not.. But nate hangs out with these peopel that , well USED to be my friends and well, i droped them from beign my friends because well they treated me liek shit.. all the time, always putme down and shit like that, and so he is hangign otu with them ( Read more... )

So why is it that.. when GUYS (my bf and his friends) get all hanging out and m hangign out too it seems lie i becoem invisible... or nate cops a fucking attitude toawrds me or makes nasty remarks.. it angers me soo.. I have come to the conclusion to just ignore him, eventually he gets the hint.. but its so hard sometimes to just ( Read more... )

so i have this HUGE headache... it wont go away.. coudl be the lack of nurishment but with lack of cash i get NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO food and shit liek that.. im amazed that i can stretch my gas out for that long... i've reached my mental limit of all that i can stand.. im alwys tired i hate life half the tiem and the only thing that ( Read more... )