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So, thyigns have beeb going great between nathan and i.. me caralyn adam and nathan are thinking of buying a house together and moving in.. This Saturday is Adams birthday and we a re planning somethign special for him... he just got back from iraq a few months ago.. but ya.. so we are plannign this surprise, i hope ( Read more... )

So nates babys momma is actign retarded once again.. i todl her i didnt want to hear her complain about nate n e more, cause well he is my bf and i deserve enough respect to nto to have to sit there and listen to her trash talk him, so she got mad and told me nathan and i are not allowed to see him evert.. now this has been bothering ( Read more... )

soo for the longest time i have been waiting and hopeing that nate and i will becoem official and tonight it FINALLY happend.. i have been holding my breath for so long i think i was about to pass out from the wait.... i can only hope that nothing gets in the way this time.. and well.. ya that it lasts.. i really want it to ( Read more... )

So many questions, but not wenough answers the icy breath of death walks upon my shoulders.. Danceing its festival dance, with evil within its touch.. pricking my soul , until my body finally dies... Soreing through, pain engulfing making it impossible to carry on... slowly falling into the abis of the black starry skies... slowly ( Read more... )

omg!!! wow its been awhile since i have been on here... so my man and his babbys momma have been fightng back and forth its retarded for them to cut each other up on mspace.. and i ahte seeing it happen, its going to hurt kammi in the end (their 8 month ol son) so bf nathan told amadna the babbys momma from the beginnign he didnt ( Read more... )

OK SO GUYS PLEASE HELP ME WITH THIS ONE.. i mean males help me understand this please.. cause im at my whits end ( Read more... )

so ya today liek thigns have been goign well. and i almost had a heart attack , cause nate and i were workgin and we were clsoeing up the store and he is like "nikki, i want you to know , that i love you." my heart like stopped right there.. i didnt know what to say i have never heard that come out of his mouth before..... and wow. i have been ( Read more... )

so my life has been like a fucking rollar coaster...indeed it has.. well nathan is just in his own world forgettign about me once again and well frankly i dont care.. i mena it bothers me but seriousely if he cant think that i am inportant enough to fight for in any form of way , well then fine, im not goign to do anything nice fo rhim ever again ( Read more... )

so wow havent been on her in a long long time... so ya my life messed up lie always.. keep fukcign up at work cause i got alot no my mind.. mostly now that nathan comes and sees me liek all the time, always come s to my rescue asks me to coem over and , ants my nuts and he sneaks around behind karens back makesout with me and hugs me and all this ( Read more... )