so its crazy, nate was going out with this girl Karen and he broke up with her a week later he comes up to me and asks me out, i was so happy, and well it was what i wanted right, so his ex karen starts talking to me and so i was like fine i will be civil and talk to her and i did, she brought up nathans babys momma amanda, so we talked about her ( Read more... )

nikki-violent is mostly likely to say the out-of-date phrase:In your dreams space coyote

To:Julius Caesar


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so yeah like the other day i was stuck at work with no way to get back to lunenburg so i call up nathan , meanwhile he has girlfirend now so i have backed off, jsut as muhc as he had because we both are in different relationships well, anywyas h eagrees to pick me up he says before i brign you hoem i gotta go to my hosue for alittle bit to so we ( Read more... )

so i met kevin about i dunno acouple weeks ago , and well ever since then its been awesome with him. the only down fall is that he lives in bodston and i dont have my car yet, so i have to wait fo him to come down to here the leominster/lunenburg. well n e who he is awesom like i have already said. we met and we set up a date , we went on this ( Read more... )

so yeah i was all upset yesterday and kevin comes down from boston just to see how i am ding and to make me feel better it was nice of him very nice of him. he made me happy. i am jsut so frustrated with alot of shit. way to much shit that is just buildign up. i have lost nathan and im dealign with it and have kevin come right into my life is ( Read more... )

so yeah yesterday got stuck in school my boss called me very angry i tried calling him back cuse he got my voice mail cause i was in class and then when i calle di only got the answerigng machin i called ilek 3 ties to get ahold of him to tell him i was stuck at school. i thinki m gunna get fired, imscared i dont wanan get fired, ARG ( Read more... )

i watch the liquid beign poured onto the metal what they have planned for this is the inevitable. how the out come will be is unsure lie always. laughter fills their faces and heart as the match is lit and the blaze of roaring fire appears as the gasoline eats at the little match. there was five of them they gatherd round the beautiful creation ( Read more... )

so yeah i am goin back to school today FINALLY.. yeah i am excited, i am hopeing that this wil help me deal with the heartbrokenness, so yeah i am happy, but i still need to get money for boks form my mom, god i hope this wont be another thign she said she will do and then last minute decide not to...daryl your so sexy!!!!!!

so i never thought i coudl have cried so hard in my life the last tiem i cried as hard was when todd past away, well last night he made me hurt so much, i cried iwas brokemn i still feel broken, he made me feel liek a queen and he always came to my rescue when i was in trouble. nowi feel nothing like a black whole the cant be filled no matter how ( Read more... )