whenever i go through my cds with someone and come across a phatcorpse cd they ask who they are. "thats my band" i usually reply but over time i feel more and more foolish. i feel like im clinging to a shadow of something beautiful. i miss playing music so much its like a hole in my heart. every time larry wants to "get the band back together" i ( Read more... )

I have no band practice tommorow. and nothing else to do for that matter... ive called a few people but havent recieved a response yet. if anyone wants to join me in a day of shiftless frolicking lemme know. its sucks being by myself.

well im moving soon. again. its not my favorite activity but hey, i think i'll be happy where im going. im back in the old burg and im getting back in touch with the people ive missed for so long. you wouldnt believe how lonely it is to be with someone all the time, but it really is. its like ive come out of some kind of hybernation. my band is ( Read more... )

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I was walking back to my car after work tonight and walked by this car like 3 spaces from mine. i notice theres someone in the back seat. im about to move on when i notice theyre moving funny. it was 2 people. in the middle of a parking lot with people walking to their cars these people were going at it like rabbits. i kinda went into shock. it ( Read more... )

i went to see my grandpa at the hospital today. his internal bleeding is caused by 10 fucking ulsers. i didnt think it was possible to have that many and not know. it was kinda crazy. he seems ok but hes really pale.

My grandfather is in the hospital. He was having trouble breathing this morning and when i came back from work at 1:30 he was gone. theyre keeping him over night. i know papa is a cranky loveless man who makes people afraid to call my house. but he is my grandfather and i love him. im kinda scared for him.

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