There is a show tomorow at the YMCA by my house. They let me take off work early to go. That kicks ass. Donna, the new manager is in a band...so she understands. So I'm excited. Although...Jennifer will be there. I don't want to be feeling awkward the whole time...I guess if things get a little weird I'll just talk to her about it. She has a right ( Read more... )

Things have been ok lately. Lots of problems with Walt still. We aren't together...he just wants closure and keeps treating me like I'm a child and like I don't know whats going on and that I need to be taught how to use my brain in a sensible fashion. It makes me really mad because I have more common sense than he does with life's issues and I ( Read more... )

So I guess there has been lots going on. Lots and lots. Walt and I have been broken up for a few days. This time it's for real. I have completely taken him out of my life and myself out of his. We don't talk or anything. I don't really think about going back much either. I do feel lonely though...Kinda of incomplete ya know? I hate that feeling and ( Read more... )

I think it's really the end for Walt and I. It's so hard to keep up with all the fighting. I love him so much..I still do, but I don't feel it when I'm constantly irritated with him. I wish it was easier...I wish I could feel the same as I did before the new year started. I don't want it to end..I don't want it to end it was so good and prosperous ( Read more... )

We were so happy. We had everything going for us. I was so content and felt so comfortable and so great. What happened. Where did it all go. How does something so great just deteriorate over a few months time into discontent and sorrow. I don't get it. Why can't I make it work? Why do I feel alright the relationship sometimes, then other times I ( Read more... )

Things are ok..but they suck. I think I have a depression problem...I can be in a real good mood in the beginning of the day, but when it gets dark outside I end up in a really sad mood. Like I want to curl up in a ball and sleep until someone who cared came to wake me. I dunno. It sucks and I don't have another therapy appt. for like two weeks. ( Read more... )

I just got home from Bullen's little play thing...it was kinda neat. I never had the chance to do that and it's not like they are making use of their auditorium for more than assemblies. I'm glad they did this I think they might want to do more and I mean they have such good resources...look who is right down the street. Bradford has an amazing ( Read more... )

I'm completely lost right now. Completely. I decided the other day that Walt and I are not going to see or speak to eachother until I'm ready because I need to take a break to get myself together. Yesterday was the first day. Well I went on yahoo because I was bored and this guy who liked APC IMed me out of no where. So I started talking to him and ( Read more... )

Yeah so Sweeny is goin well, I love it. This play is great. It rocks my freaking world... Braxton is really cool he's a great sweeny and nice kid ( Read more... )

God I swear...when I try to make things better it's like a freakin catalyst. I didn't do anything to deserve this drama. I know you heard it a million thousand times but honestly this is the biggest load of crap I have ever recieved from a friend for something I did ( Read more... )