It's 5:30am and I haven't posted anything on this thing in a long time. I've looked back at my previous entries from about 3 years ago and find myself in the same situation.

I can't sleep anymore and I can't think a single thought without a million gajillion others racing through my head.

All I think about is Bob. I know we had a falling out the ( Read more... )

medium-rare

over-easy

well-done

Love.

en kinesis: did ya get my drunken message? i'm sorry
Liger85: hahah yeah I did
en kinesis: was it really bad?
Liger85: haha yeah you were slurring
en kinesis: whoops
en kinesis: your mom didnt hear it right?
Liger85: my mom and my sister both heard it
en kinesis: uh oh.

Tonight,out of nowhere,much thanks to Jen,I managed to see Interpol an hour before the show started .I went with a boy that I like. Our first non-established date! We danced and sang together,which was absolutley LOVELY. He has a lot of sass,and I enjoy his company. And seriously, him and I are the exact same person. He even likes Mothra!! We hung ( Read more... )

books and river road.

I'm helping paint Brees moms room at the moment. It's really nice having something helpful and productive to do when you've got all this time on your hands. Besides, I like to paint. I already did the entire room and I'm ready for the second coat. They want to wait until tomorrow to do it but I wanna get that shit done tonight. Brees mom and her ( Read more... )

Keep coming now
Possessed of nothing more than hell
Before I can speak
My world is wishing me asleep

Weigh me down
And when the darkness comes around
Repeating heads
Remember nothing I have said

Where are you
Come back again I want you to
'Not now girl' you say

But I was born to lose my breath

Going to Kutztown for the weekend made me realize how BADLY I need to go away to college. So tomorrow, I'm going up to Bucks and enrolling full time for the fall so I can eventually transfer out and go somewhere FAR FAR FAR away. I mean thats my best bet. But I really don't want to go to Bucks at all. I'd rather just take the SAT and get out of ( Read more... )

I really just want to enjoy being single. That boy I was talking about,he began muttering the word 'relationship' and I sorta bugged out. Any type of commitment besides my job,school,and my friends is out the door. We can still be friends,just stop calling me so much. When someone picks up on the first ring when you call them,you know its a little ( Read more... )

I met a boy. He's not like any boy I've met before. He takes me places and respects me. I almsot forgot what it felt like to truly be adored by someone. I don't burden him, nor do I feel like an obligation. We enjoy eachothers company,even if we're just hanging out at his apartment watching movies ( Read more... )