My mind makes me crazy

[tearsstngmyface]

The other night I had the strangest, most vivid dream about Mike. I haven't dreamed of him in ages. The last time was right before I found out his girlfriend was pregnant, the next was right before I found out Greg passed away. The dream, for once, wasn't bad. From what I can recall, it was very peaceful. We were speaking in a civil manner, though

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[tragic_tragic]

those kinds of situations just suck.
you want to do all those things but you're scared of how they'll react..
and what if he misses you too?
stuff like this drives me insane also.
but i would just say fuck it and do it. who cares? lol :)

[tearsstngmyface]

i don't care if he misses me. it's more of a closure thing. i kind of want to see him but when i think about that then i think about how he beat the shit out of me and all the other mess of bad shit he did. eh...whatever