I fucking got accepted to an audition at juilliard! You all know how hard it is just to get an audition?..they only take like 15-20 percent of the applications. OMFG! My dreams might actually come true!..Im so fucking excited.<3

SO then this there is one thing I want you all to know. I am a flirt. So if you know me and I flirt, I want you all to keep in mind... IF anything at all is to happen between me and you... that there will ALWAYS no MATTER WHAT be someone there that comes before you. She is my all.... she has my heart... she is my soul...if you can not except this ( Read more... )

I know its too late for this...but im sorry i pushed you all away. Ive been so busy trying to be alone and emotionaless that i ignored all the friends that i love and really care for and fuct it up. And some i wont see again for a very long time. This seriously it makes me wicked feel like crap, I do..and its my fault that i do. THis summer just ( Read more... )

My uncle nicky died today. The funeral is tomorrow. And thats really the only time i ever get to see my italian family anymore, or not see them..is at the funerals. I wish i could go down there every sunday like when my grandma used to take me. BUt she's long since dead. And now her brothers and sisters are joining her. This really depresses me. ( Read more... )

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Hell was fun. i Danced half naked in a cage. it was great. Im going to giza on friday. Hopefully they have cages i can dance half naked in. Because that was a rush. seriously. I just went skinny dipping in my pool. since no one is home. And that was cool. And now im playing with my kitten. He is being cute playing with one of those twisty ties. ( Read more... )

Im like pissed off at some people..cuz like that partay was awsome..and like the people that i wanted to be there did not show or were fucking assholes about everything..which really just like aggravated me to hell..I know shmegs you had an excuse..you are exception..and jess to since you never got a ride..bc some people just are retarded... But ( Read more... )

Its been awhile..Im gonna fucking kill someone..actually i have a list going...and i know who number one is...I need to do something now...so im going to build a huge barn fire...huge..and maybe throw myself in it..bc fucking a you all fucking suck.

It has been awhile. an eventful weekend..oh and gosh..i cleaned the basement..oh and gee...it is clean and stuff is put away for the first time in 9 years. Its a fucking miracle. No seriously its a fucking miracle.. I did it for my party bc im gonna have a million people over and we need the fricken space. Hopefully going to have a million people ( Read more... )

lets see....Its been awhile obviously. A bat was killed two days ago..my cat brought da half dead bat in my room. I tried to save it, but his only injury was the tooth mark gushing blood in his head....So saving him was hopeless...and i've been trying to decide if i want to bury bat, keep wings of bat and den bury bat, or cut bat open gut him fill ( Read more... )