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definition of irony:

i missed my doctor's appointment today because i lost track of time while watching "One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest".

<3

i been kinda workin off the books.
i have a little bit of money to play with.
i bought a new hoodie today.
im getting fat.
time to stop drinking 90 ginger ales a day, and time to start getting more exercise.

dear gato negro cabernet,
you are the worst wine i've ever drank, and im only drinking you cause you got booze in ya.
last time i buy wine based on price. yellow tail is cheap enough.. as is barefoot.

i got my new glasses. slightly tinted lenses. i look like i touch children. pictures soon.

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i so hate consequences.

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update:
month of sobriety made things worse than before.
i drink again.
it helps.
i will not stop until my doctor gives me Valium or Klonopin (i was given this drug when i was 17 and didn't need it at all. now i desperately need it and i doubt my doctor would even consider it).

i feel like crap.

good night.

dear everyone,
little tigers exist.

behold...

THE TOYGER!!!!!!!!


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