pretty decent end to a not so perfect day. we went out for gretchen's birthday. saw some sweet jam bands, brah... and even sweeter college hippies ( Read more... )

"lately the weather has been so bipolar,
and consequently so have i".

dear journal,
i'm totally bringin' back the middle part... IRL.

who's with me?

p.s. tomorrow im gonna trick the ecmc dentist(s) into fixin my tooth (which hasn't gotten better) without any intention of paying outa my own pocket. hopefully they'll force my medicaid through (apparently they can do that).

my tooth is hurting to the point that the entire left side of my head down to my left shoulder are throbbing.

i had my appointment with the alcohol/drug counselor today. his name is nick and he has a huge jim morrison throw nailed to his office wall and a signed picture of pink floyd. it's intense ( Read more... )

i fucked up bad this weekend. too much bourbon, etc ( Read more... )

http://www.xanga.com/ThorazineForCrazyJean
im probably gonna post here from now on... but i'll still throw stuff in this thang.

yesterday sucked and i might go somewhere for a little bit, but that depends on this weeks plans... however things go tomorrow thurs and friday.

i dont feel too well today
i been up since 5:30ish
i kinda wanna call in
my mind is starting to bug me again these days
i tried to get my job back at the bagel place
jackie said she'd talk to pete

i drank caffeine
i hate it
i lost my keys
i been drinking since friday night
i wanna cry but i can't

i had to work at 5am. i was determined to get my drinking quota in so i got fucked up last night ( Read more... )