disregard the last 2 posts... my mind is working again, and not necessarily for the better, but i'm pretty good at manipulating myself so hopefully soon everything will be fine.

johnny twobags doesn't have the blues,
and it makes him sad- brings him down.

...but not down enough to have the blues.

i was talking to ian the other day about how i mainly started drinking to numb certain feelings and anxieties, and now im completely numb... except for the things that i was origionally trying to alleviate. i have no passion or sense of romance anymore, and instead of caring i've been obsessing. i thought i was caring, at first, but i was wrong ( Read more... )

my stomach hurts.

i was sick for the past couple of day, but to be quite honest, that made me feel better than i have in a while ( Read more... )

my brother bet me $100 that i cant quit drinking for 2 days straight.

can some one sell me some pot?

fucked up is fucked up.

she had a dream.
woke up in shock.
she had seen her own body
outlined in chalk.

TWO NEW SONGS ON MYSPACE!!!!!!!!
one being a cover of "She" by the Misfits.
www.myspace.com/joeyleemusic

lurk it.
roll deep.
comment like a motha fucka.

basically,
im off thursday and friday, and i havent been to 80's night (or whatever it's called now) in forever. im kinda into the idea of gettin' my dance on, so does anyone wanna go?

"it's a little bit more than your physical attraction".

p.s.
i had another bad dream last night. i've never been yelled at like that, by anyone and it seemed so real. you seemed so disappointed.