i need some way to get through this. some sort of therapy.

i have completely given up on sleep.

why is katherine heigel so bangin?

It's been years and years of writing about petty problems and problems that can't be solved. It's been seventeen thousand different haircolors and about twenty different tongues in my mouth (not as many in my vagina unfortunatley) to get to this point. This point that is hardly a climax, that reflects all the lows I've wrapped myself in before ( Read more... )

finally, mike called me and i was freakin hysterical. We only had two minutes together but I got his address to write him letters. I sort of feel better after talking to him but at the same time it's like...ughhh. Painful. He sounds just as lonely as I am ( Read more... )

im so sick of crying and being alone and not even having one friend call my phone all day. once your married, apparently you're dead too. i geuss i'll just embrace it and stick to hanging out with my sister, because shes actually concerned about me and how this is the toughest fucking time of my life.

Mr. Obama you give me hope.

This looks so much easier in the movies. Maybe it's because the time is elasped. My husband leaves tomorrow for so long. I'm supposed to be sleeping right now so I can wake up and look rested, strong, and pretty for him when I see him off for basic. But I can't ( Read more... )

my wedding was a-m-a-z-i-ng

the people i used to know and the people who live where i used to live aggrivate the hell out of me...i cant wait to get away.

i feel terrible.