I feel a little lifeless.

I am so so so so ______________________

when I post in here it always sounds so melodramatic . haha

I want to switch journals.. But i dont know if I actually will .I want to start writing in my paper journal. I feel such a creative and emotional block when I dont write, and I havent been writing nearly enough...

I'm barely making it through the days.

does anyone speak a little french and can help me with some basic stuff? ( i have a midterm tomorrow and I just need clarification on a few things)

its raining. the rainboots I bought were shipped a week ago and aren't here yet. Its okay, they might come today.I have to go to french class in a few minutes, I have an exam tomorrow that is not going to be all that fun. But I'll manage, I think. I watched the worst movie last night with my aunt before I drove home. its called No country for old ( Read more... )

I'm conflicted, as always.

does anyone know of any good small liberal arts colleges? maybe ones that have a good program in philosophy? the places I'm interested in going are ; california, oregon, new york, washington, canada,Boston, and chicago. i'm open to other places though. or does anyone know of a good program online where i can narrow down my search? I'm overwhelmed ( Read more... )

comforting things in my life right now:

letters to me from people I love that start with "baby rachel"
snuggling in bed under the covers with my cat
watching episodes of house
hiding from the world
starting the co-op
iced chais from school
knowing that its okay.