summer's gone
i overslept
and woke up
to the chill of fall

once again

man, i wish one of those life changing or realization moments that happen in the movies comes soon. im so confused about damn near everything and need to stop thinking. nothing good has come of it ( Read more... )

mna. i havent updated this thing in a while ( Read more... )

its summer but i dont feel the warmth.

due to a hate letter i wrote to a harlot i have to go and help out at school on monday and tuesday, and three days the week after.

and miles and i miss minus the bear tonight.

im pissed

not so great of a day

we need another pinboys night with mass people. everyone is too depressed lately and that would cheer everyone up. surrounding ourselves in a cloud of cancer and talking like we used to.

4:15 + adderrall = watching the banger sisters with my mom ( Read more... )

today i finally realized why everytime i step into the school i get a rush of depression/shitty mood ( Read more... )

this morning i fell in the shower.....

......and broke my edge.

i recently realized that the real only things that make me happy are good friends, drugs, and alcohol. everythgin else is too confusing.

how pathetic have i become?