but thanks to frank I remembered I have this account lol....anyways life has been differant ...I have my daughter who will be 2 in Nov. my son is already 9 and I am getting married this August.... all good things ( Read more... )

Do I keep forgettign I have LJ.... There are so many moer things I can post on LJ than I can on my myspace blog... have a I really become all that addicted to mysapce.... shall I cry help now and ask to be admitted to the 12 step program....

Sometimes I almost forget that I have LJ I use the myspace thing way to much these days anyways the cool thting about my LJ is I never feel like I have to censor my blogs here... anyways I got a few more cool maternity shots ... I really want some more that I can actually add to my abby book and these ones I really can't just because I really am ( Read more... )

*lol* not work safe but here are two really cool shots from my first fine art maternity shoot ... they were taken on 10/04/06 and I am stoked I think they turned out hella cool


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Since I logged onto LJ....almost forgot I had an LJ lol ( Read more... )

So yesturday my phone rings... its Matt...I answer and he begins to talk ..he is in a bad mood and guess what I find out the sphyco bitch he is fucking has been reading my blogs ( Read more... )

I found out last night that Matt My sons father that I still live with and was trying to rebuild a freindship with has been dishonest with me for the last week ( Read more... )

lol yup you know I love you!

I have no idea what to do anymore... I try to hold on to the fact that things are supposed to get better.. I try to have faith that all this shit I have been struggling through will eventually end and I will be able to just live ( Read more... )

it has been awhile since I have been to the Lj site... I opened it up and went to type and was liek what the fuck.... why is everything looking all weird and shit ( Read more... )