"You never know that God is all you need until God is all you have". That's what my room-mate says. That's an awesome saying. But it only feels good if you have God in your heart. I dont have God in my heart. Goodness knows that I try to figure it out, I want to know if he truly exists. Because it feels so good, when you know that something ( Read more... )

dude, this fuckin sucks...tina and i broke up on monday. i called her up and told her that we needed to take a break. chances are that we're not gonna get back together again. i dont know why the fuck i'm writing this in the journal. i only had 1 girlfriend before tina...and i must say...it was the best and probably will be the best ( Read more... )

wrestling season just ended. now i'm playing rugby. i had my first practice yesterday. my chorus concert tonight was postponed till next week, because of the forecast. i also have a new job. i work at the bradywine corporate center, at delledonne's gym. i instruct sallies football players in the weightroom. blah...well that's all i have to

Well i havent written in my journal in a while, so i figured i'd stop by and leave a post. Everything's been going real good. Wrestling, social life, and the food (hehe). I kinda miss school, i have to get back there soon anyways, because only have 2 weeks to bring up a couple grades in a few classes. I'm doing "ok" in school, but i'm not ( Read more... )

Well i'm out of the wrestling tournament. Last night i beat my guy from some Maryland chool. Then my next match, i lost to some guy from concord high school. And then today i lost again to Paul Rizzo from St. Elizabeths, that was a fuckin bummer. I'm seriously thinking about using steroids again but i dunno. I'll be lettin down a lot of people ( Read more... )

Well today was my first wrestling tournament of my life. I woke up at 5:00 this morning, and my dad got me to school by 6:30. The team got ready, and got our equipment together and shit, then left for west chester around 6:50. The bus arrived in west chester around 7:15. We weighed in. I weighed in at 233.7 pounds. There were 8 schools there ( Read more... )

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YO, last nights game was off the hizzaldra. We beat Caesar Rodney 13-7 in overtime. That was great hustle by us guys. We're now 3-3, and still have a big shot at making playoffs and maybe even the state championship game! I'm like tickled pink. This is so awesome. OMG... me and Paul Blessing both tackled the running back at the same time... ( Read more... )

Boy oh boy...what a good day i had in school today. It started of with open period(no chorus today), which i took great delight in, because i got to catch up on some homework that i didnt bother to do over my four day weekend. Then second period i had MS office 2000 class...and i just got lazy, and chilled online the whole time. Then third ( Read more... )

What a deep thing that happened this morning to me. Nate came into chorus class, and gave me a big hug. And it was so great. The reason he gave me the hug, was because i wrote him this long letter explaining to him why he feels like a big brother to me. And that i love him like an older brother. And that he helps me out through hard shit and ( Read more... )