So there's this boy...

and he makes me feel good inside.

So I was feeling a ton better today, and stuff was sort of starting to get back to normal in my mind. But now I'm all ticked off at nothing again.

ajs;ljfl;skjadfljslgjsfljsdlkf

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

AGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

sorry

I feel lonely.

I mean, I know I have friends that are always there for me and whatever. But I guess I kind of wish that concept could be validated a little bit more sometimes.

beks

I don't even know. Like...I don't know!!!

Life is just so weird right now. I hate being terrible at what I love dearly to do. And yet. I am.

And there's freaking nothing I can do about it. Which is really stupid and annoying.

No one told me! I had no time to prepare for the worst!

So we're in Missouri, at Meramec Caverns, on Friday the 13th of April at around 3:30 pm. Except at this time I did not realize that it was Friday the 13th of April. Until the guide brought it up, and being the superstitious person that I am, I freaked out a little bit inside. But I didn't think ( Read more... )

I'm going to Arkansas!

Yay......

Um I miss Deema. And that's it.

Garçon

je pense cela je t'aime et moi souhaiter que vous m'ayez aimé aussi
sachiez juste que mon coeur sera toujours avec toi

je pense que je t'aime....

FORREST GUMP

it is seriously on tonight at 8 on TNT. 
oh my goodness my night just became the best ever.

like seriously. ooooooooo boyyyyy.....

oh by the way. FORREST GUMP IS ON TONIGHT!!!

^slightly obsessed...?....maybe...?

Well, so I guess this weekend has been ok so far. Like, not completely fantastic, but it's been pretty good. I got my ears pierced again which is cool, even though it kinda hurt really bad. Ha. But girls' night was definitely a lot of fun ( Read more... )

I HATE KEEPING THINGS INSIDE. I SINCERELY HATE IT. I WANT TO SHOUT IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS INSTEAD OF KEEPING IT BOTTLED UP INSIDE WHERE NO ONE CAN SEE IT...NO ONE KNOWS. NO ONE SEES THE PAIN UNDER THE SMILE, BUT EVEN THE SMILE IS FADING...
I WANT TO TELL YOU BUT I CAN'T
I WISH I WISH I WISH I WISH I WISH I WISH
I'M JUST ALWAYS WISHING, NEVER KNOWING

if ( Read more... )