Marie and I are back together. We seem to be doing fine. However, I still plan on going to counselling. I need to change my behaviors and still figure out my problems with motivating myself to do things I have liked doing in the past. Also need to talk about what is happiness. Marie has told me I am smiling and sure enough I am, but I do not feel ( Read more... )

Sigh, I am sad. I drove her out. Yet I did feel I was starting to come around. I remember being so grateful to her yesterday. For all the work she did. For making me a lunch on Thursday, it turned out to be a real life saver. Litterally. But she is gone now and I can not tell her. Why is it I can tell people what I think on-line. But not in person ( Read more... )

Came home from work today and saw the note on the computer desk. I was not surprised by it. I have not been able to love Marie, but was surprised to see she took $5K from the checking account and left me with a little over $1K. Well I am working and she is not ( Read more... )

I need to appologize to everyone. This has not been a good week for me. And I have been taking out my anger and frustrations here. Especially the late night ones, I want Marie to get her sleep. I am normally none arguementative, but seem to be going out of my way to get a rise out of people.

Well my appologies again, have a good day all.

Went out this morning and bought a new lawn mower. Spent more money on one this time, not lots but more. But new one is well worth the money, it can easily cut through taller thick grass. Also splurged a little and got one that can bag, or mulch. Used the bag, so nice not needed to rake after you are done mowing. As for the rest of the world, ( Read more... )

The entry about the loss of the law that made employers give at least a 15 minute break every 4 hours has made me wonder. This country is becoming more and more a place where the haves get to do it to the have nots. The normal person is losing more and more rights. Every day, we are being watched by big brother more and more ( Read more... )