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An update...
So lately I've taken to tormenting people on myspace with my emo thoughts and love for over abundant usage of commas. ,,,,,,,,,, (see what I mean?)
This is an entry I wrote there, and to save time.. I'll copy and paste.
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
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An answer to a response to a joke gone awry
The ball is always in my court it seems, these days. I never said I expected to be more important in your life, I said that I knew that your life was more important than me. I have no delusions of grandeur that my life is more important than anyone elses ( Read more... ) -
It's time for an update
I am feeling balanced out now, I am still learning to control my emotions again. It is difficult, and a learning process... one I didn't think I'd have to repeated ( Read more... ) -
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This weekend is rather tough for me, I'm suffering from withdrawls of a sort ( Read more... ) -
wanted to say Happy birthday hope
I feel dead inside, thoroughly dead inside right now. The last few days, the medicine I take has been killing me inside. An I'm finally bottoming out, the other day I got depressed for no reason. No bloody reason, and I tried to stab my hand with a butter knife... I knew I wasn't serious cause I didn't go for something sharp ( Read more... ) -
Evening out...
So I've been doing this now for a while, trying to balance out against the anxiety the meds cause me. It hasn't been easy, and it has not been fun. For the most part I've been talking off and on with Denise about it, it helps me to cope ( Read more... ) -
Goodbye 2007
I'm still not going to appologize for my post a few nights back. This is my journal, and if offends you, or you are tired of it. You know what you can do ( Read more... ) -
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as each of you remove me from your friends list, so shall I remove you. So far it's
Mariah, which is okay.. she and I barely talked anyways.
I wish you many happy days to come mariah. Sorry you had to put up with my whining all the time.
Who's next? which of you have I pissed off enough to remove me. C'mon... Tell me. -
How is it...
that people don't know me by now ( Read more... ) -
My update as promised
Last night I took a lorazepam, and I slept like a baby.. my chest pains disappeared. All the stress was gone, I think it was mostly mental. The pill is "Meant" to help the issues.. and cause I knew I took it.. the issues went away ( Read more... )