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Constant
Say that you're constant
Say that you're steady
Don't lead me into the world
Of forever love unless you're ready
I will fall for you
At the drop of a dime
The kind of love like I love
Is one of a kind...
To be continued.... -
Self Sabotage
I do not know why... Even when I am doing it I do not necessarily understand how. I just know that I do it. Then try and fix it and ruin it... Not sure what to do now. Or if there is anything to be done... I just know that my heart hurts and anxiety makes me feel like my stomach is going to become some sort of beast and eat it's way from the inside ( Read more... ) -
The Midnight Library
What do you think your library of lives would contain if you faced it between worlds? How overwhelmed would you be by your book of regrets? All I know is that if you are not living then I guess you are just waiting to die. That is not much of a life at all...
I will let that rest for tonight...
Over and out. Sweet slumber folks. -
Best Way Forward
Making moves ( Read more... ) -
Keeping Going...
Sometimes it is enough to keep breathing... To try. In the end that is the difference between exist and die...
Just a little past that is living. Sometimes it is the little things. Between bland and too grand. Everything in moderation. Till enough is enough. Without the fear of death boundaries are not really boundaries, neither are limits... -
Shadows
Lately I've been feeling it ( Read more... ) -
Anxiety and Depression
It's like feeling ( Read more... ) -
Wallflower without a Wall
Some days... You know those days where it seems like it's been weeks maybe months if not years... Where life just feels blah and ever shittier... You miss people you shouldn't miss. Do things you probably shouldn't do. And all around just lose yourself in the whirlwind of other people's expectations and your own disappointment in self... Where ruts ( Read more... ) -
Never as it seems...
I just don't know what it is.... I always seem to be getting it wrong. Love, life, finances... Just all of it. You can only put forth so much but when it's literally all that you have then what recourse do you have? Love is hard, life is a bitch, and so many of your problems could be solved if you were rich... We are just getting older and making ( Read more... ) -
Almost...
Sometimes I found my heart resting in her lap... As if for reasons of grand gesture or suicide, it leaps from my chest hoping to be caught. To be kept and treasured. But instead it falls short like food that didn't quite make it between her welcoming lips. It lands there in her lap. My heart, in her lap... It sits there till eventually it rolls off ( Read more... )