I beat it. I'm 6 days clean, with the help of seboxone. really an amazing drug.

thanks!

am i resurrecting this thing? i don't know - no one uses livejournal anymore, i'm writing for my own entertainment, i'm writing for catharsis. but i want these words to be seen, i want to be heard, to be stopped, but i am my own worst enemy ( Read more... )

I just found this livejournal again after so long, years and years ago since I updated this thing and I'm lost in it, dazed and confused. Old comments from stacey, old entries about my time with kristin - a storm of exgirlfriends, old dreams, old friends and I'm not sure what to make of all this ( Read more... )

I'm 21 now.

Fucking yay. Let's celebrate this amazing shit.

I'm buying.

Yeah, I'm back.

Like I didn't fucking see that one coming.

7.24.02

That's when I made this thing, back when you still needed livejournal codes to create accounts. I remember floating from chat room to chat room searching for anybody who had one to share ( Read more... )

Would you ( Read more... )

Merry fucking Christmas, you nitwits.

You know you all rock.

I remember livejournal and I used to use it all the time and then I stopped using it but occasionally checked my friends pages and then they stopped using it and now myspace is the new happening shit. And by new I mean "so yesterday".

I can remember the early days of my teenage years, being 12, 13 ... growing into a whole new world, experiencing all sorts of amazing new stimuli ... that kind of once-in-a-lifetime innocence that never comes again. When the world is big and dangerous and new ... the rest of your life stretches out ahead of you and the opening credits have just ( Read more... )