Life can be so stressful. When I'm really stressed or worried about something, my shoulder muscle tightens, and it really hurts right now! Argh! So today during my study hall in 6th hour I finished painting my part of the mural. I ended at about 1:50 so I left school early. It's not like anybody was going to care anyway. I went over to Osseo to ( Read more... )

I have an internal vespertine. In my case, it is very negative. Late at night when I'm awake I think to myself how little I contribute to the world and how little an impact I have on anything. I feel like I'm just a thing in the way. Often times people will say things to me that will make me feel like dirt. I can act like I don't care when they do ( Read more... )

I hope you know who you are when you read this. I like you as a friend. I've heard a lot of things from a lot of different people and I don't know what's true. Somebody said you were saying a lot of really mean things, another person told me not to believe that person and you never said anything. I don't want you to stop going on tuesdays and ( Read more... )

I was too harsh in this. I didn't mean what I said. It was just a frustrating day, so I deleted what I wrote...

I live by the ocean
and during the night
I dive into it
down to the bottom
underneath all currents
and drop my anchor
this is where I'm staying
this is my home

two weeks ago at school, I was given an assignment to write a story about getting the opportunity to travel to another planet and document alien life on this planet. We were given the entire week to write a story and turn it in. I spent the entire week writing the story. Just what teachers call the "rough draft". I put so much detail in it. I just ( Read more... )

So I've been thinking about growing my beard out. I don't know if I'm going to or not, but I haven't shaved in a long time and I have major 5 O'clock shadow! So today was the last day of school and now it's pretty much winter break. It's going to be so boring! I'm going to have work next week, tuesday-friday! AAAAHHH! I had other ideas of how it ( Read more... )