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What just happened? Oh a call, yeah. That's it.
Then sometimes I get sucked back into industrial civilization...have a guitar playing date with a friend. Well, is it? But I'm not getting paid to smile. SOmetimes even though the ocean is swimming in plastic and the frogs in the upper midwest are showing horrific deformities, I need to jam with my friends. "Jam" is a loose term. But have had ( Read more... ) -
When can we go home? (How can you sleep?)
I have been thinking a lot lately that I should start writing again. The past few years have been rife with death and sickness and balls to the wall busy work as I set foot again into the academic world and relatives begin their decline into old age ( Read more... ) -
All that ends doesn't end so well.
I thought about making this a private entry. But shit, there are so few people who get this and two of them are people I love beyond this world, so...I will just say what needs to be said, right ( Read more... ) -
It's Been A While, But It's Not Bad...Or Is It?
I'm in love with someone for the first time in years. It's so strange. I don't get emotionally attached to people too quickly anymore. We're not dating. But we do things together. I've stayed at her apartment in Tempe. We went to Tucson a few times together to do research and have fun. I see her at work. We are constantly texting. She is very well ( Read more... ) -
Does anybody know?
This morning I thought I could I could sum up the first three decades of my life with just a few questions.
0-9: Can someone tell me which one of you is my father?
10-19: What is this place? How do I get out of here?
20-29: What am I supposed to do now? Really? This is it?!?!
30-?: When do I get to have a life? Grey hairs already? -
How Soon Is Now? Part 2
I hear that song on First Wave on Sirius satellite in my car all the time. Actually, I used to hear it every time I would get in my car after CHM 133 last summer at Glendale CC. Anyway, it has an apt title. I've grown to like Morrissey and the Smiths. Yes, I like flaming gay music ( Read more... ) -
How Soon Is Now?
Still feeling utterly lost. Brian Dietz came by today and asked if I wanted to come over to Foley's place and play some xbox tomorrow night. I said yeah maybe, but what I was really saying was, "Yeah, dude if I cared about that stuff and had the energy, I would totatly be there, but I bet I won't ( Read more... ) -
Autopilot
There are some things I'm starting to notice about myself at the ripe age of 29. Some of these are expected. Some I'm a bit alarmed at. Alarmed isn't the right word because I'm not jumping up and down and screaming, nor am I taking decisive courses of action to try to remedy the situation because I don't quite know what the remedy is or even if I ( Read more... ) -
Password
I finally remembered my password. By the way, with so many websites and services and registrations on the internet now, who has time and memory to be able to recall so many usernames and passwords if you don't keep using the same ones over and over again even if it is not recommended to do so? -
Something I was thinking last week or the week before...
Our minds are like harbors clogged with the shipwrecks of unfinished thoughts, ambiguous conclusions and emotions that have never reached port.