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I cannot make an attempt to communicate any real sense of feeling of myself right now. It would appear that I'm either imploding or exploding what I don't know. It's hard to describe but I think my body wants to eat itself. I'm in a total sandstorm of a mess right now. I can't even begin. Everything is just on top of me. I can't seem to get any of ( Read more... )

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This concept, this illusion of "security" returning again to mask my emotional delinquency. "Who are we to love at all ( Read more... )

I love the times we've had. Be it being passionate, chatty or just silly and plainly having fun together. And the naps that we have together, it feels so amazing because you get to have a real person to hug and comfort you while you sleep instead of placing a pillow beside you. I do realized I haven't felt like this before for too long and the last ( Read more... )

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...Take with you our Spiritus Mundi
Into the jungles where it will keep.

Birds passed the glittering spectacle
Vines roam though dormant over our souls
Them the keepers of our paradox,
take it into the jungles...

I havent written anything in at least a month. it's a rut I've well adapted to. 
But I really do miss the softness. 

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It makes me want to kill myself.