i've been very impressed by my friends lately. they've given an appropriate amount of morale boost. well i thought i liked this person but he felt differently...he thought it was obvious that we shouldnt date again. actually i'm handling it well. i'm pretty sure being horizontal for three hours straight, motionless, with the television on did ( Read more... )

will people ever learn? seriously. i cant stand waiting on every dumbass that waltzes in the store. my only consolation was later eating a taco.

when i grow up, i am never going outdoors. i am never inflicting myself on other people or letting them get to me. what a bunch of shit.

yesterday was very much fun and happy ( Read more... )

uh, pumping gas, prison, prison, dead, prison.

ok so....i was perfectly content staying at my house the entire weekend. something is horribly wrong.

tomorrow i make my debut into society, im not sure i remember what to do.

lets move away please.

i just completely wasted my afternoon. cat's cat just broke the glass on a large photo on her wall. i am looking forward to this weekend and staying the hell indoors with my family. how many do you know will say that ( Read more... )

st. v's day still makes me queasy, deep down, but i have evaluated almost every chance for failure and i think i have nowhere to go but up. cross my fingers and hope ( Read more... )

i am kept alive by some kind of aspirations.
whether its false to keep them alive i'd RATHER NOT know.

until i can actually have something tangible i will listen to things and lay down to nap and romanticize my afternoons down the drain. i wish, too, that we could be more open about things.

this life would be easier if i didn't have to

i feel like having good memories ( Read more... )

i want spring now.

ok i'll settle, just as soon as possible is fine. chicago. iceskating. coming to my life, SOON.

alone, up here, where no one can touch you. no harm can befall you. it's an amazing feeling, being as safe as possible. the shins help that along. drive and listen to them, and feel like youre in a big shell. also, wear mittens. they exude innocence.

i could've sat on the crescent, in the curve of the moon. at least earlier. it shines brightly ( Read more... )