Well today sucked again. All my superficial friendships are collapsing and I'm fucking sick of it. It's just stupid high school level shit and I'm sick of feeling like shit over it. I'm talking stuff like finding out people are talking about you behind your back, people being straight rude to me for no reason, and people having inside jokes ( Read more... )

They say when you grow up you look at your past or your childhood and ideally you take the good and leave the bad. After Amanda and I broke it off or whatever you want to call it, I guess I chalked it up to leave the bad and walked away from it all, but I guess looking back and regretting means it wasn't bad that I left. There was a lot of good ( Read more... )

OK, so I guess I'll post in here again. It seems no one is really around anymore and lately I just need a place to talk to myself. It's hard to be heard I guess when everything around you is so noisy ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm doing here really. I wrote here last almost a year ago, and checking this again it looks like everyone else stopped too. I guess maybe I'm just nostalgic ( Read more... )

This is a beautiful song, and it basically sums up what I think my relationship with Amanda ( Read more... )

Rapid Hope Loss Lyrics

You've called to say you wanted out
Well I can't say I blame you now
Sometimes you've got to fold before you're found out
Well thanks for waiting this long
To show yourself, yourself
Cause now that I can "see" you
I don't think you're worth a second glance

So much for all the promises you made
They served you well
And now you're gone ( Read more... )