I feel so fucking horrible and i dont know why. I feel all mopy.. tired.. sad.. crying.. and everything else. I dont get why.. is it that im just.. always alone? Im not really sure.. But it really bothers me. I just want to fucking cry. I hate facing reality. Reality always makes me feel like shit. Because my reality is like a nightmare. No one ( Read more... )

she'd cry herself to sleep
but she don't dare
and she wants to be a model
she wants to hear she's beautiful
she's beautiful
I dont know what to say anymore. Life to me is just pretty much pointless. I mean as i went out today, walking. I started to think about things. About my life. About my past and my future. Nothing is going to change it. ( Read more... )

Hm.. i would say this week has been really good week for me. ne thing i have noticed is that i am more.. i dont know how to put it. But not so down in the dumps. I feel happier now. I mean sure there were a lot of down points in the week but my friends cheered me up about it. I try not to let it get to me. I have gotten close to my friends as time ( Read more... )

Fuck love. Fuck relationships. Fuck everything. I dont ever want another boyfriend. This shit is to painful. Fuck this shit!

love is just another word for pain ( Read more... )

Lately... a lot of things a have been running through my mind. I don't know how to explain it. But my mind seems to be heavy and its like the world is on my shoulders. There are days where I just cry and there are other days where I feel all pissed off. The weird thing is that I don't know why. Well I shouldn't say that... I do sort of know what' ( Read more... )

Is it possible for 2 weeks straight being like the worst days of your life? I think it is becuase its happening to me. Then again all the weird shit in the world happens to me. School is making me pissed off. I hate it so much. I come home like everyday practically like crying. Im like the biggest fucking loser. No one really hangs out with me. ( Read more... )

Ah. Im so fucking happy its friday. I can finally sleep for a bit over the weekend. WOot woot. Then Spring Break after Tuesday. haha. Yay. I got my progress report from school, i actually didnt get lectured for a change. Im actually passing all my classes. Thats so awesome. Not one said endanger of failing. Which is fucking awesome. Scary.. but ( Read more... )

God.. is there such thing as a bad week? or what? Heh.

People i need opinions. I cant make up my mind in what to wear to this sweet 16. Soo im posting a few pictures of outfits. and just tell me what one you like better. Dont mind my uglyness.. kay?

( So give me one good reason,Why we need to be like them )

Ah. I havent updated in awhile. IM sitting here in study hall with Cherryl since the security guards were like everywhere. Sigh. Oh well. Well today was an okay day. But man am i fucking tired. Well here was my day ( Read more... )