New Journal ADD
I'm trying to start out fresh so that also go for a new journal.

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How come when things are rock bottom and things are terrible is when i actually feel comfertable, i feel no pressure to please everyone. People who are there for me now I know are the ones who actaully care about me and thats all that really matters. Knowing i can royally screw up and people will still love me.

 I'm happy with not having a daily routine, like i used to. I'm glad each day i wake up and i do not know what to expect. 

I love good days, happy days. 
I love being my old happy self.<3

JANUARY
1. Who kissed you on new years? I cant remember New Years....
2. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? Probably but it obviouly wasnt kept. 
3. Does it snow where you live? Of course.
4. Do you like hot chocolate? Love it. with sweetened whipped cream and extra mini ( Read more... )

 Xmas Stocking
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I was going to sleep then

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I never plan ahead and wear hooker heels on tuesdays ( Read more... )

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Ok I am ready to like settle things with him. No more bashing him, no more hateing him. Because the truth is i used to love him and probably no matter what will always at least a little becasue he was my first love. I'm happy it's over, it really should have ended sooner but what can you do. I made a last attempt to reach him and instead of ( Read more... )

Ainge knows i got drunk and made out with matt.
ha.
he wasnt very happy to say the least.