you know i try not to hurt other people because i dont like to be hurt, but it seems that i end up hurting someone anyway. I miss the simple things and want it to go back to being simple again. Ive gotten my life on track again but need a devoted family who wont talk about me behind my back or judge me for things that i do. Just be there to support ( Read more... )

This has been crazy, I am here, present, accounted for. But besides that nothing is really going on. I have a whole bunch of "fun" stuff that is going on, like a connected ex, a crazy 2 year old, someone to care about, and so much more.I cant tell you everything that i want to right now but very soon i will let you all know the good news. OOOOH ( Read more... )

TOday........ what can i say, today was there. I didnt feel good, my boss didnt call me, i did homework, i sat around, im really sad today. For some reason today is a depressing day, all i wanted was to have a good, happy, peaceful day. But instead someone took a crap on my shirt. (figure of speech) I think i talked ed into taking onyx home with ( Read more... )

ok, so today was pretty sweet, i got a call back from cingular and i start next week. so movin on, i cleaned the house, i started teaching victoria her a b c's and she ROCKS she catches on really quick and listens so well. I love my little pudge. When she's not complain shes the best thing ever. Not only does she clean up messes she makes but she ( Read more... )

ok so today was crazy, i think i got a job so that is super exciting for me. I have been sooo bored at home, i have nothing to do, i havent even been motivated to clean lately! That is so unlike me. Friday is the taste of chaos tour and that is gonna rock. A new kind of music that im into which is always cool. New things are something to be ( Read more... )

yeah so i didnt do anything really. I was supposed to go to a drs appt but i didnt, instead i slept. My computer is being gay and slow so that sucks even worse. Rob took the baby and i had nothing to do, so i organized victoria's and my own closet. Then i went tanning with william, picked the baby up, got a pizza and now i am watching family guy. ( Read more... )

ok so today was crazy ok so i went to like 5 places to apply, that sucked..... ATTN FRIENDS KEEP EYES OPEN FOR A JOB FOR ME!!!!! then i decided to relax with petute and watch a movie but the heat isnt working in my place so its a smoldering 61 degrees in here! Thats outragous, for all of you who know me you know that i like the heat to be at least ( Read more... )

ok so not much went on tonight, i had a great night last night and woke up to an even better morning. You know that its just the little things that make you so happy or that bring you down so low. I dont really understand it but im still a part of it. But today was mostly boring, after like 3 when i was wide awake, edward came over and we hung out ( Read more... )

yeah, so today was cool. I had on the border, started to build a puzzle, lost in jenga, got some cute clothes..... It was a good day! Tomorrow is going to be hetic, i just realized that i wont have a day off until...... im not sure. But i know that i dont have one off this week. But its cool cause im going to see dane cook on thursday! That will be ( Read more... )

so today was fun. I went to work, listened to all of the females bitch. I need to get into a profession where there arent so many women, they suck. All they do is whine and complain i cant take it. My eye is almost completely better, it is a little red but doing fine besides that. I didnt get to go to church for ash wed, but i didnt eat meat and i ( Read more... )