it's the end of another school year and it's hard for me to believe that exactly one year from now i'll be graduating. it's both a very exciting and terrifying thought ( Read more... )

i like to be in control, because it sure beats being helpless. i like knowing who or what i'm up against, and i like knowing that i can do something about it. maybe that's why i hate walking into caves of the unknown. it's filled with darkness, and with each step that i take, i never know what it is that's ahead of me. part of me knows that it' ( Read more... )

i feel like i've been very emotionally detached lately. it's been school, work, and more school and work. maybe it's because i've been so busy that i've never really gotten the chance to sit down and think about what's really happening around me. this is funny - i'd rather be at work than dealing with my emotions. i have a feeling that i'm ( Read more... )

it's the first day of winter quarter and I'm already stressed and tired. part of me is still in break mode - three whole weeks of doing nothing school-related, and it felt good. i got hooked into veronica mars and battlestar galactica. my love and respect for joss whedon's genius-ness also led to another marathon of firefly and serenity, which ( Read more... )

I turned twenty today ( Read more... )

It’s the start of year three of undergrad and everything’s been going pretty well. I’m taking two classes which are extremely interesting: Psychology and Law, and Counseling Relationships. I had originally decided that what I was going to do with my life was going to be based on my level of interest during these classes, but I just can’t seem to ( Read more... )

there are four stages we go through in life:
#1: we believe in santa claus.
#2: we don't believe in santa claus.
#3: we are santa claus.
#4: we look like santa claus.

kutless played "sea of faces", so that totally made my day. =)

relationships - of all kinds - aren't measured by the power that one holds, or on the number of wins or losses. no one keeps score on how many times a person is right or wrong, or on who wins round 1 of the argument ( Read more... )

"(a string of curses)!"

i hate mystery illnesses.

it's you against you - the paradox that drives us all.

it's funny when you can picture the face of the person that makes you feel like you're on top of the world, and in the next moment picture another face that makes you feel like you're trapped at the bottom of a dark hole.

the secret to triumph is in the first syllable.one of my childhood ( Read more... )