throwing in the towel...i'm giving up...but if the fighter wants to get back in the ring..i'll go back but as of right now..i've given up..

i hope your happy now

nothing has been going right anymore...i thought everything would turn out smoothly..but something back fired..am i sad? yes...am i hurt? yes...have i given up hope? Never...i won't give up hope not just yet..i think i still have a chance...i like her so much, i care for her so much that im not giving up yet..i have nothing to lose but everything ( Read more... )

I dunno how stupid i can be..i should have never ever tired to get over her...of all the things that i've done this is the only that i regret...should have never try to erase her out of my memory..i don't want to do that..it stupid of me ever to do that..i still do like her.

wow! i haven't been on this badboy in a long time! ne way..lots of things happen to me..My uncle going to iraq, me getting heart broken again finding out about someone on this lj..(im already over it thought, i've been over it), me getting a job at lakewood at referee for basketball making 15 bucks an hour!!! Me getting accepted in to CSULB!!!! My ( Read more... )

Don't be afraid to tell me if you don't want to talk to me ( Read more... )

I'll gather the broken pieces ( Read more... )

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

everything seems so cold,
everything seems so confusing,
im so blind and lost,
i don't know anymore

I walked into the library, like a nervous-wreck. Just looking around for that special face of that special someone. In the distance, something stood out, something that was so colorful to its own extent; that is caught my eye. I stood still while she stood up watching her hair swoosh from left to right, and i got caught in that staring game. ( Read more... )

I swear that I can go on forever again ( Read more... )