Not been a fun week.  Started out last week with me going to the dr on tuesday.  He took blood to run some tests. Thursday he tried to call me. I was online *gasp* lol   So he sends the cops to my door to tell me to go to the hospital immediately. O.O  So I called him to find out what was going on.  He told me my blood count was dangerously low and ( Read more... )

Wish I knew how to post the video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=32y9vjLn8N0

Empty

I reach out my hand for yours,
Then I realize youre not there.
I Turn over in bed, reaching,
But you arent there.

I start to pick up the phone,
And realize I cant
I want to talk to my friend,
But you are no longer.

I search for your name
But you have changed it
I read your loving words
And now know them untrue

You turned and walked away
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Broken

I Loved you
Little broken thing
I Fixed you
Life to you I bring

You were happy
You were so blind
You only saw
Me in your mind

I molded you, made you
Turned you inside out
Pulled on the strings
Made you dance about

Made you better
Than when I found you
Little broken thing
You know its true

Your heart was full of joy
When I came round
My little broken toy
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My Heart Bleeds

Echoing in my mind
The beating sound
I listen intently
For the source
Is it mine I wonder
Or someone else
I reach out tentatively
I feel the fiery touch
A mind unleashed
Raw and unfettered
I try to pull back
It latches on
It reaches deep
I scream silently
It forces its way in
Spreading as a virus
Making me its own
I silently sink
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A New Beginning

The ebb and flow
The winds blow
Tossing and turning
To and fro

The darkness creeps
Into my mind seeps
Off the craggy cliffs
We now do leap

To dive and soar
Wanting more
The exhilaration
In every pore

We are free at last
The die is cast
Never again bound
To the darkened past

Pushing up and out
Soaring all about
Spinning in the air
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Leaving

I stand watching you walk away
Tears streaming down my face
I want to run after you, stop you
But I know its not what you want

I long to tell you things I never did
How much you meant to me
How much I cared for, needed you
How I wish things were different

How much you helped me
How you made my day brighter
Gave me something to look forward to
Gave ( Read more... )