Nothing seems to matter to me anymore. Everyday it's the same thing and everyday I can feel myself slipping further into a deep state of depression. I have no one left. I truly am alone. No one gives a shit about me in all seriousness. Think back to the last time you guys ever talked to me. Just think about it. I am the one who usual initiates ( Read more... )

And so people just shut up already:

PROM PICTURES!

http://photobucket.com/albums/v67/gothicneogeisha/Prom/

The last day of high school ever. I thought I would be happy about it but it's starting to have this very somber feel around it. Sure I won't miss the idiots but think of how much time I've spent with some of these people over the years only to think I know I won't see any of them ever again. It's kind of horrible.

I guess things have been going slightly better. only two more days of school left and I am done. Done I tell you. No more damn drama. No more putting up with assholes I genuinely hate. My life suddenly seems much better.

Things were slightly better today except that I had a breakdown in the middle of class. I don't even know what triggered it but I know it's because Zack treats me like shit.

EDIT: That's a bit harsh. He only treats me shitty sometimes.

If you are tired of people telling about how shitty their life is right now simply skip over this entry ( Read more... )

I know I promised pictures but I'm so lazy. *smacks Emily* This is probobly be a quick entry because I have to go grocery shopping with my Mommy ( Read more... )

OMG it's a fucking update! Or is it ( Read more... )

I miss Devin.

So. i have nothing to really update about but here goes anyway ( Read more... )