wow, months ago i never thought i would be even a little happy, i thought i would be miserable. my best friend moving away and summer winding down, i thought i would have nothing left. but i started talking to a wonderful boy. and we hit it off. the first day we hung out i knew something special would become of us. i knew we would last, and this ( Read more... )

so bacially i dont ever use this unless i have bad news. my parents are getting a divorce. im not so sure thats bad news considering my dad hasnt lived here since the fifth of december. my sisters mad about it. my brother couldnt care less. so im the one to pick up my moms pieces, as always, im the adult of the family. i support her. i would wanna ( Read more... )

so i havent wrote in this thing since summer started. my life has changed much since then. since then ive been used, stepped on, found who my true friends are, made new friends along the way, learned about myself, stood up for myself, became a better person, stopped crying night after night, learned i can succeed in life, began to believe in myself ( Read more... )

W00t tomorrow is my last day of fuckin' freshmen year. it zoomed by. im so excited for summer. Tomorrow (friday) im not sure what im doing, thomas and i might hang out but i dunno. Saturday, thosmas's friend is having a party and i guess he wants me to go but im not totally sure yet. sunday me and thomas are going to the zoo (fuck yaahh) monday and ( Read more... )

im excited for summer...yet...not ( Read more... )

I stayed the night at kylies Thursday. This weekend was probably one of the best weekends ive ever had in i dont even know how long. Lemme tell you a little bit about it ( Read more... )

so now i cant trust personal stuff in my room around my friends. say bye bye poems of 3 years.

Last Day of School - June 3rd ( Read more... )

This weekend was fun ( Read more... )

Say bye bye to black hair, well...some of it...i still got it just with orange/blondeness in it. aww shit. so any fuckin way. im all sad and grumpy, down in the dumpy. i donno why. ive learned that photos dont like me anymore. no matter how many i take none of them are good. fuckin camera/face. a kid stopped me in the hall today and he was all "you ( Read more... )