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alone
eternally
alone
unwantingly
alone
unequivocally
alone

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Today was really fantabulous
I got out of bed really late because my alarm clock has broken and I cannot afford a new one at the moment.

I feel unusual because my antidepressants are making me hairy.

I'm so sad. My kitten got run over this afternoon. I found him when Iwas coming home from school. His head was all squished. I took somephotos. I'll miss ( Read more... )

so i just got off the phone with the counseling center, im gonna start going to one on one counseling, i think the guy might be able to help me with some of my problems. i not too keen on regular doctors, let alone shrinks, but i want an untainted opinion on some matters that my friends cant give me.

so i've been sitting in my bed for the past 20-30 minutes trying to sleep, but i find myself unable. i know why, and sarah, don't take this the wrong way, its just something i have to get out. i just kinda bugs me how she thinks that shes the only person that feels unloved by the ones she wants to be loved from. don't get me wrong, i know my ( Read more... )

today is a complicated day, part of me hates it because its just a commercial holiday created by card companies, but part of me knows the meaning behind it, a day to celebrate love.  thats what makes it so fucking complicated, because there are three people i can honestly say i love, two of which are so far away i can deal with it, but one is so ( Read more... )

i hate not being able to sleep, i need to get a bit of vodka, that would help, take a few shots before i try to go to bed...

i sick of how stale my life is becoming, i never do anything, i neverget out, i go to class and sit around in my room.... I NEED A FUCKINGADVENTURE

i am so fucking bored, its making me sort of depressed... i kinda want to go smoke, i prolly wont, ill just end up walking around, but a ciggy would be so nice right now. ima go for a walk.