I will never be a musician. Although told throughout my life not to squander my talent, I find myself depressed whenever I lift my bow to my cello, or play a nifty little melody on the piano keys. I do not disappear into the music when I would like my problems to leave me alone whilst I devote my braincells to focusing on the music, but rather ( Read more... )

Something I wrote for an English assignment a while back. My teacher is incredibly biased towards the topic as Twilight is her favorite book, and I was the only one not to get their copy back, so I'm pretty certain she took it and shredded it into miniscule pieces ( Read more... )

January has come, and my emotions worn weary. My sense of humor has dulled, and although I am still fully capable of entertaining those around me with my offbeat remarks, I hardly feel a thing. Neither guy is willing to release his hold on me, and I feel myself being suffocated. Now, there is a countdown. I must find love by July, or perhapse end ( Read more... )

A letter that will never be sent. Recepients; two rather different boys ( Read more... )

I'm not the sort to kiss and tell. Partially because I'd never done it before. The 'kiss part'. But even if I had done it thousands of times, I probably wouldn't tell anyway. I'd never let a guy come within kissing distance of my face. I always figured I would break down eventually. But not with 'The Enemy'. The enemy is actually Lucifer himself ( Read more... )

I'm quite relieved at present. I had been offered to go do weed with my 'friend' and her boyfriend ((also, in a way, a 'friend' as well)), but my 'friend' got called away for a four day camping trip with her relatives. I don't wish to defile my lungs with marijuana chemicals nor that of any kind of smokeable object. Had a rather curious dream. A ( Read more... )

 I need to get outside myself for a while. Just sitting there, my back against the wall and my thoughts outside. My 'friend' prattles on about something now inaudible to me, and I offer the occasional nod and "I see" to decieve her into thinking I'm listening. My thoughts lie outside the school building. Eventually, the conversation drifts, ( Read more... )

M'kay, so I had these chars I haven't roleplayed with in a while. It makes me upset, as I've grown rather fond of them. So This is a story I'm kinda-sorta-writing involving them......

Heads turned. Eyes stared, wide and frightened as the woman made her way through the town. She could have easily avoided their critisizing eyes, but saw no reason as ( Read more... )

 Didn't like this for a char I was making. Didn't want to waste this writing piece, so I thought I'd post it here ( Read more... )

It was a dangerous intersection. You and I. Our lives led parallel, yet one of us was unaware. You knew nothing of my existance, nor the task I had been sent to perform, living out what remained of your life in sweet obliviousness. I pity you, unaware that you're soon to meet a short, blissful death. I myself shall see to that. You lie on the bed, ( Read more... )