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Sometimes
I just want everybody to leave me the fuck alone and not do shit. Is that too much to ask for? -
In such a good mood right now.
Unfortunately, I had to get to this state of mind by using painkillers. I don't believe I am an addict. I just do impulsive things when I am highly stressed and don't know how to deal with my anxiety.
I like Livejournal because nobody really knows me. I can post whatever I want. I can chose what I want or don't want to reveal about myself; and ( Read more... ) -
Your magic is working.
Of all the times I have liked someone, really liked them, I always thought that they were the perfect match for me. Even after things started to crumble, I always insisted that it was just a "bad week", or perhaps we just needed a break. I always felt I needed to salvage my relationships. I never understood why, in my mind, things weren't working. ( Read more... ) -
When God closes a door...
Tomorrow, I turn 19. I don't really know how I feel about that. Well, of course I am excited to become one year older, and I hope that I will be taken more seriously being as such ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: I Can Relate
Cassie from Skins. If you haven't heard of Skins, it's a British teen dramedy show, which tackles common issues teens face every day. It's a raunchier version of Degrassi, for all you American teen drama lovers out there.
Cassie is one of the central characters, who's most common problems involve her lack of mental stability. Throughout the series, ( Read more... ) -
Ah that little bug
So there's this boy in my neighborhood. He lives probably 50 feet from my house. He's 21, well-built, nice tan, jet black hair, and has the most amazing eyes ever. It's almost intimidating staring into them ( Read more... ) -
In a slump
Not quite sure what to do with myself anymore. I feel like I've lost interest in a lot of things. It's probably just because of the weather lately. My town's been getting pummeled with rain non-stop for the past week now. Many streets were underwater due to flooding ( Read more... ) -
Stop it.
Every day, I try so hard to be happy. I plaster on a fake smile if I need to, and just try to believe that everything is alright ( Read more... ) -
Sitting in bed, eating bland cakes.
It is 6:19 in the morning.. That's actually my birthday digits. June 19. :D ( Read more... )