I would post this there, but I don't want EVERYONE to see personal things about me such as this.

Anyways. I am tempted to say on fb "Jeff is only human." I know that's not super emo, but its just enough so that I can't post it.

I am struggling much, much more than anyone realizes.

4:30 am I'm awake again ( Read more... )

Too late ( Read more... )

How much you hurt me today

I've spent so long without you, and now I can't believe ( Read more... )

Hello, if you're there pick up the phone ( Read more... )

that I get excited when I see that you're signed on aim? I feel happy just from the idea of talking to you... And when I do talk to you, I always feel better than I did prior to talking with you ( Read more... )

Felt like this. I am the best person I've ever been, I am the most alive I've ever been, the most aware of everything, the most concerned, connected, compassionate that I've ever been. This is simply indescribable. I still have time, thank god, to make things right in my life permanently ( Read more... )

So true. I am horrible at this. I somehow always manage to become so engrossed in another person that I nearly ignore myself completely. And by myself, I mean my life, i.e. my hobbies, friends, family, and everything else except for my relationship. Somehow I manage to find a sense of calm and satisfaction when I am in that state, but it is ( Read more... )

I actually slept more than 5 hours last night.. that's pretty much the first time since 7/11/08. I think I slept around 9 or 10 hrs.. wow. I guess I really needed it. I ended up having a good night last night, so that's probably why.