I have been eating everything it seems like lately. I feel huge, and I need to start making commitments and sticking to them. I think my membership @ Genesys is a waste of my parents money because the only thing I am ever up there doing is playing tennis. Starting next week I want to be there at LEAST 3 times a week. I want to be in shape for the ( Read more... )

you make me someone that i should be... but when you're not around i don't know who to be. eveything has been making me crazy. i'm 17 years old--- i can't be asked to make a decision about what i am going to do with the rest of my life in less than a couple months. i don't understand how people know from childhood what they want to do... do i play ( Read more... )

----- there's just some things i wish i didn't know ( Read more... )

this weekend i will not* procrastinate.
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please help me with this.
i've never asked you for anything like this before.
make these next months over. make the holidays six months from now. i'm not ready for them. we're* not ready for them. all i need is time. time to fix what i've destryoed; your heart<3 ( Read more... )

*my thanksgiving weekend ( Read more... )

im not sure if anyone even reads this anymore, but those of you that do, my life is busy and crazy, therefore it leaves me with only a few hours to even sleep. i hate school so much this year. it seems like they assign us busy work because they don't know what else to do. i'm tired of worksheets and pointless memorization. i'll stop complaining ( Read more... )

saw II was amazing ( Read more... )

i love alex gomez.

random of me to say this, but she makes me miss katie so much! :[<3

0: im about ready to go to bed
0: nothing good is on TV thanks to baseball
0: so i have nothing to stay awake to
lilchelle111588: DESPRATE HOUSE WIVES!
0: i dont want to watch whores
0: they just piss me off

hehe.