My mother fucking laptop died. Shit the bed. My life was on that thing and I have no hope of recovering it. Fuck...

I went to ConnectiCon today! I had a fuckin' blast! Check myspace soon for the pictures I took of cosplayers! >w< It was the most fun I've had in a long while. The only thing I wish was that MORE PEOPLE CAME! TT____TT ( Read more... )

My mom surprised me & picked me up from work today. I felt really happy to see her. It was like I was a child and she is smiling as I ran from the building as the school bell rang. Just like old times ( Read more... )

Why the hell is is okay for a parent to talk down to their child, but when the child asks them to "please" change their tone and speak to them like a fucking human being the parent wigs out, calls their child a "fucking moron" and hangs up the phone? And, please, please tell me... why the sister calls her sister a "dumbass douche" for defending ( Read more... )

How strange. Lately I feel light & easy. I can suddenly find reasons to smile. It all happened after I cried so hard my eyes bruised. It felt like months of emotions spilled out and now I am contently empty of negativity. I pray this won't go away.

P.S-- I am in love with Phoenix Wright games!
Or more, specifically Franziska Von Karma! <3


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I was writing some lyrics, messing with my guitar, and these
words were belted out at random as I contemplated my life.

' You can stab me in the back as a thank you
and I wouldn't even mind. Did I do what I do
best and help you? Then I am satisfied. '

This is going to be a good song. I've titled it 'Continuation'.

I'm tired of being let down.
I'm tired of being blow off.
I'm tired of being sensitive.

I'm tired of feeling like I've lost a father and a mother.

I'm tired of being here.

I want to run.

And I don't care if I have $1000.00
or a penny to my name while I do it.

I just don't care.

Advanced Big 45 Personality Test Results
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Yeah. I haven't updated this thing since Dad died.. but not much has been going on. Got my job at the school as a custodian making $500 a week. Not to hard, except for when the kids think its hilarious to literally piss and shit all over the bathrooms, not that I'm sexist but its just the boys who do this. And well this one teacher who gets on my ( Read more... )

After long consideration I decided to post this. I wrote this only hours after my father, Robert Carl Johnson, passed away. It is written very descriptively so if you have a weak constitution or, rather, stomach etc etc I suggest you pass up on this ( Read more... )