With all of my heart I want to heal ( Read more... )

Here I sit at work bored out of my skull for I have ( Read more... )

Wow, its amazing how ( Read more... )

You love to see me cry, I know you do. I see a strange satisfaction glinting in your eyes when you see the tears. You pick and pick at old wounds. You rip them open and pour salt on them ( Read more... )

Why must it be so difficult?

>O

I fail today.

I'm gonna go see if I qualify for the Lap Band surgery on Tuesday because I obviously need some aid in doing this. What's the point of going to the gym if I'm gonna binge on weekends? I'm so fuckin' frustrated.

I broke the mirror today...

;_;

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Gymin' again and I feel great!
3 miles is a breeze for me now.

Not running yet but even fast
walking is an improvement!

Huuuuuu~~~!!!

Well, mom came home last Friday all upset. It seems she is having some boyfriend trouble and I find myself wanting to cause this guy bodily harm. It was HE who fucked her over and out of respect to my mother I won't state how or why. It's personal. So, she moved back in with my sister and I... and while she is most welcome here, I find myself ( Read more... )

Arghhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

Why?

I am pained by the knowledge that I am seemingly more perceptive than everyone else. My ability to put two & two together quickly wracks at my skull.

Tell me I'm being paranoid.
Don't make me do this again.