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Happiness
Why is it so hard to be happy? Lately I am so stressed out and frustrated that I can't seem to find it in anything. I can't let go of things and I'm sure it's making me unbearable to be around. It feels like Corey hates me sometimes, and then he acts like I should be happy and he's upset when I'm not.
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Puppy noise
Well the new puppy Mani is doing well. We've had a couple days without any accidents so I really can't complain. This morning he woke us up whining, but he had to pee so it was ok. Unfortunately I got right up and took him outside so now he has been testing his voice and my challenge for today is to successfully ignore him. So far it seems to be ( Read more... ) -
Communication fail
Today sucks. I swear I am just better off dealing with my issues on my own because they don't matter to anyone. If I say anything I am being offensive, and if I don't I'm a bitch too. Whatever, I am who I am, and by treating me shitty I will only become stronger and more unlike the person you wish I was. I am sick of fighting and feeling miserable ( Read more... ) -
Lazy days
Catching up on Merlin today. I still don't feel 100% and it sucks. I'm getting a few things done around the house, but nothing exceptional. Cleaned out the fridge, got Solace's papers in the mail so got them filled out and ready to send back out. The girls had a good morning using the potty but aren't having a great afternoon so far. I really wish ( Read more... ) -
Florida finally
The drive yesterday was much better. It rained at the beginning of the trip then the weather became perfect, warm and sunny. My mood improved greatly with the sunshine. We got to grandma and grandpa's house around 9 and got to spend some time with them, letting the kids run around, before heading to the hotel.
We didn't sleep great, but better than ( Read more... ) -
Knoxville...
Well we made it to Knoxville in good time, but I have serious anxiety issues that plague me. I was so stressed I almost felt like crying. I am hoping now that my psychology of death class is over that I will start to feel better, but it won't happen that quickly. :( The wind in Michigan and Ohio was awful and when we hit the mountains it was dark ( Read more... ) -
Been a while...
First post in a while... Upgraded my account so that I can post from mobile so we'll see if that helps. I have a busy day but slept like crap and don't feel like doing anything. :( I hate it when I wake myself up coughing.
Doing laundry now, need to pack for our trip. I am so excited to see my family. I love my family so much and really wish that ( Read more... ) -
Birthday blues...
It never seems to fail that September is a rough month. I start school a week from today and can't seem to get over the stress about it. Really hoping it doesn't end up as bad as I'm anticipating. Yesterday was a good day, mostly because I kept myself too busy to worry about much else. I'm definitely not healthy with all this stress lately. I've ( Read more... ) -
:)
Today is kind of a crappy rainy day, but I'm in a really good mood because Corey is back in town. I'm such a wimp I swear, he was gone for not even 48hrs, but I still missed him so much. I think it was just the thought that he was so far away. I used to be ok for months w/o Jake... I mean yea I missed him but I survived. Now I can tell I definitely ( Read more... ) -
Spring
It's finally feeling nice outside... finally feeling spring. Maybe it's just me, but summer doesn't hit until I get some consistent 80's to sit outside in my bikini in the sun and read (yes, one of my favorite pass-times). Today it's 71 so far and beautiful. The girls went upstairs for their nap and haven't slept at all yet... I got Amira moving ( Read more... )