This weekend was fun all round, and I'm sure ruine_ will fill in some other bits. However, one time I found particularly amusing was a play party we attended. Names and facts are changed to protect the guilty (and make it more amusing to tell)..

( The gory details... )

I think for the first time in ages, last weekend with ruine_ was filled with good things and no stressful interrupts. Sure, she had to be ordered to bed on Sunday afternoon with a headache.. but even in that, there's a little intimate magic. She couldn't sleep. Tossed and turned for ages as I sat and prodded a website on my laptop - until I snuggled down ( Read more... )

( ruine's comments on the last few days... )

The last few weeks were pretty rough in lots of ways: family, work, relationships, everything all at once. I've been stressed and depressed for some time, and my doctor recently put me on St. John's Wort to help with that.. For some reason, that seems to spark off every problem I had to flare up. Hence, the trip up north, to get my head together ( Read more... )

From an earlier entry (thank you for reminding me, willo):
It felt like a dangerous test, to ask her to do something she did want to do, but found so hard.. to ask her in the week when it was probably hardest. I wished, deeply, I had another Dom/me I could have discussed it with... Was I doing this right? Was this the best way for her? But there wasn't ( Read more... )

Firstly, thanks to all those who answered my poll. I know the questions were vague, but I loved all the responses I got. Answers to questions etc will be woven into my journal over the next few entries, so remember what you asked, and you'll see your answer.

Now, on to today's topic.

A trip to the cinema last night reminded me of something ruine_ said ( Read more... )

I've come to realise over the last few days, just how protective I can feel towards ruine_. It's not necessary, she can look after herself, but I feel it anyway ( Read more... )

Somewhat less than a month ago, we went out to a local fetish club. We had a great time, and went on to a nearby gay club after. Both clubs are a great place to dance, flirt, laugh.. without any pressure or hassle. It wasn't till we were on our way home though, that I realised something had felt wrong, irritated me, wound me up. It wasn't something ( Read more... )

Rather drunk, we fell into bed. ruine_ was singing Too Drunk to Fuck (except that she doesn't know the words, or the tune).. but I had other ideas.( Explicit text follows )

After such an intense weekend, I'm truly missing ruine_. It won't be long till I see her again - I could even have lunch with her tomorrow, maybe, but that's not enough. I need her here now.. and I can't have that.

I'm very driven by smells, and usually the smell of her on my sheets, or a pillow, or a towel.. or an item of clothing she's left here.. or ( Read more... )