I am dancing with the devil, playing with fire and I'm going to get burned...but I can't, can't stop and more is never enough.

This morning I woke up after having another scary dream...not scary in the sense of monsters or death, but more like anxiety dreams; forgetting to do important things, fighting with people, making the wrong decisions,etc. Anyways, i'm laying in bed looking up at the ceiling thinking unhappily about this dream and my cat who is laying beside me has ( Read more... )

Tommorow I'm going to class and then coming home and then getting on a plane to go to British Columbia. I'm sooooo excited! I know its only still in Canada, but B.C. is somewhere I've always wanted to go since I was little....and I finally get to see 'muscles':) Koosh rented a chalet in Whistler with 3 other couples. I can't wait to snowboard!! ( ( Read more... )

Well when you go ( Read more... )

umm...i want to be a ballerina ( Read more... )

I've decided that september is not a good month for me ( Read more... )

My life right now consists of walking up at 4am going to work for 10 hours coming home and attempting to study (summer course) for the two hours of my day that i have free and then eating and going to bed at like 8pm so i can wake up the next morning to do the very same thing.  You would think that I would at least enjoy the money that i'm making ( Read more... )

Millionaire say got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away
But i'm not too sure how I'm supposed to feel
Or what I'm supposed to say

But I'm not not sure
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love

Make room for the prey
Cause I'm coming in with what I wanna say
But it's gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate

But I'm not ( Read more... )

It feels like everything, for once, is good and okay right now.
School and exams finished so early for me this year and went by quickly and well.
I finally found a job that pays well..even though the hours are shit, it's a good company.
I love my friends and can't wait to see them tons this summer.
I have the kindest, most selfless boyfriend in the ( Read more... )

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away ( Read more... )