It was the best of times, it was the worst of times ( Read more... )

You know, I say that all this shit doesn't make me happy, but it sure does make me sad, getting rid of it all. It's like my room just... isn't mine anymore. It's like I'm already gone. The TV isn't in front of my window, and the stack of computers that usually lives on my desk is gone too. I burned everything I've ever written, this morning. It's ( Read more... )

So what happened to good friends? I'm starting to think that you lied, and that is worse than anything else you could have done. All I want is the truth; I'm being honest here. If you thought this was about you, it probably was. There's a few people this is directed to ( Read more... )

My knees are bloody, and I fear I might have broken something in my foot. It all started at work. Jack and I took break together, and we had a really depressing talk about how stupid life is. There has to be more to it than this ( Read more... )

I know a hundred songs, but nobody to sing them to. There's one in particular... I've wanted you to hear it, but something tells me you don't want to. So here, have a song ( Read more... )

I’ll never be good enough for you. I’m okay with that. I’ll never be good enough for anyone. I’ve come to accept that nothing I can do will ever really matter. Let me explain ( Read more... )

I would like to make it known that this is just a piece of writing. It explains a lot how I feel, but I'm not saying hey, look what I did Friday night. Or am I? My cats are declawed ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever get where I'm going. Then I start wondering if I would even know when I'm there. Who am I kidding? I wouldn't. I don't know exactly what I want, but at least I know I want something. And that's more than you can say. I'm starting to realize how fucked up life really is... I thought it was bad before, lol. I want so ( Read more... )

While staying home from school and contemplating my life today I realized a few things, and I am now going to relay them ( Read more... )

Alright, so I guess I've been a bit of a recluse lately. Generally when I do this, its because I don't feel like dealing with most of you who are reading this right now (with a few obvious exceptions). At this point in time, however, it is because I dont know how to deal with myself and the rest of othe world. How I deal with these people that call ( Read more... )