I committed suicide today. Social suicide. It was as big a mess as I could have made without actually being considered a masochist ( Read more... )

To whom it may concern, (Richard, Jack, Matt, Molly, Andy, Chris, Dan, Jess, Rob, Ian, Laura, Mike, Natalie, Will, Fe, Austin, Jimmy, Meghan, Courtney, Ben, Carrie, Michelle, Travis, and Jason. I think that about covers it ( Read more... )

As a token of my gratitude, see this mask I made for you ( Read more... )

So I came home last night. It was the first time I've been home in a while, and it was kind of shitty. I was sitting on my bed eating Chinese food out of a cardboard container. I just looked around my room, and it hit me. I have failed at life in so many ways. So I guess that basically sucks.

Peace, Love, Empathy

I left home with nothing but $10, a stolen suit, an acoustic guitar, and a handful of hopes and dreams. I packed a change of clothes, because it’s time to move on ( Read more... )

Once again, I was going to write about my mystical adventure here… but I guess I’ll try again tomorrow. I wish I could explain how I feel, but I can’t. I’ve never been good with words, and seeing as my life will be ending quite prematurely, I have reason to believe that I never will. There is so much I wish I could show you ( Read more... )

I'm good at hiding from people if I don't want them to know something. So if you are reading this right now, it means that you are (maybe, if you're lucky) one of the people I have decided that I do not want to lie to. You are losing me, and I do not particularly wish to be misplaced ( Read more... )

How far north can I go with $10, and a half tank of gas? I'm hoping to make Canada. Everyone has already said I'm gonna die, or get stuck in some remote part of Maine, or get super drunk and crash, but hey. I've got a guitar, and a heart that's broke enough to write for a record company. So stow your drugs away; we're kings among runaways ( Read more... )

From day one I talked about getting out, but not forgetting about ( Read more... )

Man, this is fucked up. I�m so divided at the moment; I�m not sure exactly what to do. My mind is so alive, but my body is dying, I think. This has happened to me once before, over the summer when I had to make another one of those life or death decisions ( Read more... )